The Book Of the book of Aline Baxley
ALINE
BAXLEY AFTER THE ACCIDENT
ALINE
BAXLEY TODAY SHARING HER EXPERIENCE
I WALKED IN HELL
Aline Baxley
THE ACCIDENT
I received the Lord in
my life when I was eleven years old. I married at the age of seventeen, left
the church, and headed into a world of sin.
THE ONLY HELL I FEARED
WAS SEPARATION FROM GOD
By the age of forty, I
was in my second marriage. I was then a complete alcoholic, hooked on drugs,
alcohol and cigarettes. I was running from the call of God on my life.
One week before my
accident, I ran by my mother’s house on my way to work. When I went in the
door, Mama started weeping. She said, “Aline, when
are you going to give your life back to God? You are looking so old.” Mama knew
I didn’t care if I lived or died. I had made several attempts to take my life.
I was so possessed by alcohol and drugs that I couldn’t believe God could or
would set me free again. I had turned my back on God so many times that I
didn’t even have the right to ask Him to forgive me again. I said, “Mama, I
won’t mind Hell. You tell me one thing the Devil could do to me that my life on
this earth hasn’t been. I have had one heartache, sorrow, and Hell my entire
life. The flames and the Devil couldn’t touch me.”
I looked at Mama, I
said, “Mama, if there is Heaven and if there is a Hell, my Hell would be to be
separated from my God I have loved so much all my life.”
I ran out the door,
crying, and Mama got on her knees like she always did. She prayed, “God, you
heard her words. She’s not afraid of death or Hell. Somehow, show her a portion
of her Hell and turn her back around and put the fear of you back in her
heart.”
THE ACCIDENT THAT SENT
ME TO HELL
One week later, I fell
asleep at the wheel of my car. I went over an embankment and was thrown out. I
had my neck broken, four major breaks to my spine, nine broken ribs, crushed
left lung and crushed kidneys. My mother was called to the hospital, and two
doctors met her at the door and told her my only hope was God. I would have to
have a miracle from God Almighty.
In the meantime I found
myself walking in the Valley of the Shadow of Death. That valley was so deep,
dark and wide, I was so afraid to even move an inch. I started crying out for
God to stay my feet and not to let me move. I was in a place of thick, gross
darkness. I couldn't see my hands before me.
I had always loved the 23rd
Psalm. I started quoting it: “Yea, though I walk through the Valley of the
Shadow of Death…” but I couldn't go on. I couldn't say His
rod and staff would comfort me. I stood there with sin in my life – undone, to
meet that Almighty God up there. The only thing that was alive within me was
the Word, and the Word turned into Jesus Christ.
He started interceding
on my behalf as my high-priest unto God the Father, to stay my soul in that
Valley of Death. In the right hand corner appeared the mighty Death Angel. I
started crying, “What is the Death Angel here for?” He had arrived so that, on
the command of the Father, he would have to separate me and my Lord. The Death
Angel carried me out to that outer, outer darkness. I found myself in Hell,
screaming, hollering, gnashing my teeth, begging the Death Angel not to leave
me in Hell. Souls were around me by the hundreds and thousands, screaming and
gnashing their teeth, each one just trying to die but could not die.
THERE ARE TWO DEATHS
We think it is all over
when we die, but that is only the death of the flesh. After that, there is the
second death, when the judgment of God is pronounced upon the soul. We either
have a life sentence given to us in God, or we have a death sentence – but we
do not “die”. We do not cease to exist. We are even more aware after the first
death. The soul lives on forever and forever. The rich man’s soul (Luke
16:19-31) is still out there screaming and hollering and gnashing his teeth,
awaiting the Judgment Day, to be cast into the Lake of Fire.
Here, I saw a great gulf
fixed, and all these souls were trying to climb up to God the Father, but the
only way through the deep gulf was through the precious Blood of Jesus Christ,
the Blood I had taken so lightly. Then, God showed me the Lake of Fire, where
the third of the angels were in chains of darkness. There were red-hot piercing
flames going through all Heaven and earth. Yet they gave no light. The Lake of
Fire was in total darkness. Hell was enlarging itself and here began this mighty,
earth-quaking voice of God. He began to penetrate the atmosphere as He spoke to
me. He said, “You were right not to fear the devil, though I let him kill you
with the first death. You fear Me. I am the One that
can destroy both your body and your soul. I won Hell. I had to cast these souls
out here.” God said He did not create Hell for the soul of man; but Hell was
enlarging because “…broad is the way that leadeth to
destruction… but narrow is the way which leadeth unto
life, and few there be that find it.” (Matt. 7:13-14) Many are on the road to
destruction but refuse to turn back.
GOD SPOKE TO ME IN HELL
During the days that I
lay in a coma, I waited in that dark valley. It seemed an eternity, but it was
just a few days in earth-time. During this time my sister was in great
intercession for my life. At last, after what seemed ages, a bright light began
to shine. It was so holy, so righteous,
I wasn't fit to even look up to this Almighty light. I covered my
eyes and fell flat on my face in that dark, deep valley. Here, for the second
time that Almighty voice of God began to speak to me again. All God would say
to me was Romans 11:29, “For the gifts and calling of God are without
repentance.” I screamed, “God forgive me!” I thought I was dying at this point,
as my crushed lung began swelling and my right lung deflated, and for four
minutes I didn't breathe. They were trying to force a copious volume
of oxygen into my lungs, but there was no improvement. They tested me after
four minutes. There was no life at all – one more minute
and they would have pronounced me dead and would have taken me off all
life-sustaining machines.
MY SIN
I didn't know
what all they were doing to try to save my life, but I knew I was dying. There
appeared in the Heavens a beautiful scroll. A hand appeared and began rolling
it out. There, in a matter of seconds, I saw my entire life before me –
everything I had ever done. And that same Jesus that loved me so much and wouldn't leave
me in the valley had to take His finger and write my judgment across my life. I
saw Him write the name of my sin that was going to separate me and my God
forever. I could not believe the word that the mighty hand of God began writing
across my life. That mighty finger began writing the word “LUST” across my
life! The thing I had called love for my husbands, God called LUST! I started
screaming,” No God, No God, that’s not me, that’s not me!” I had never considered
myself a lustful woman. I knew I was dying when I saw my judgment. As I died, I
was hollering, ” God, forgive me, forgive me! Have
mercy on me!”
CALLED FROM MY MOTHER’S
WOMB
I found myself back in the spiritual womb of my mother. God let me witness how
hard my mother and my sister travailed in prayer to birth me back again into
the Kingdom of God. in the vision which the Lord gave
me then, I saw how my sister started praying so hard to rebirth me, she turned
into a skeleton; all her flesh was consumed off her. A doctor will tell you, that
there is just a hair’s breadth between life and death when a mother gives birth
to her child. I saw myself as I had once been but a “substance” back in my
mother’s womb. Here, for the third time, the voice of Almighty God spoke again.
He said, “Before you were in this belly, I foreknew you, I called you and
ordained you from the foundation of the world. In the same manner that I could
not repent of the call on the life of My only begotten
Son, I won’t repent of the call I have placed on men’s lives.” And one more
time God repeated, “I will not repent.” My mother began to have labor pains.
Each pain began bringing life back to this undefinable
“substance” that was me, until life was restored to me. Again, I could feel the
presence of Jesus and the Holy Spirit upon my life as it had been in my unborn
state. I was being formed anew with each labor pain. (When we are newborn in
the Spirit, we have many, many growing pains.) As my mother began bearing down
on that last birth pain, it moved me in my mother’s womb and positioned my head
up to the opening of my mother’s birth canal. As I burst through her birth
canal, God was saying to me, “Preach My Word, My Word, My Word, every word will
be held accountable on the Judgment Day.”
THERE IS A HEAVEN AND
THERE IS A HELL!
Little ones, I truly
found out there is a Heaven, I saw the lights of paradise. But there also is a
Hell. I've walked in Hell. God answered my mother’s prayer that He
would let me experience the Hell I had described. my
Hell would be separation from my God Whom I loved so much and Whom I had
accepted as my Savior at the age of eleven. When the soul sees it’s going to be
separated from its God for all eternity, it plunges into such a terrible
spiritual fire, as can never be kindled on earth. It is the spiritual torture
of a soul that has once known God and now is cast into that outer, outer
darkness, separated from God, his Creator, forever and ever. My friend, I truly
found out there is a Hell. I walked in the pits of Hell. You must choose while
you are in this life where you are going to spend eternity, in Heaven or Hell.
We just begin to live when we die the first death. “It is appointed unto men
once to die, but after this the judgment.” (Hebrews
9:27). You have an appointment with God and
you are going to keep that appointment. The Bible describes Hell (and I found
this to be true) as a place of future punishment for sinners and unbelievers.
hell is a Lake of Fire, place of torment, a place where lost souls never die
and the fire is not quenched, a place of weeping, wailing gnashing of teeth, a
place where sinners drink of the wine of the wrath of God, a place where the
smoke of their torment ascends up forever and ever. The rich man’s soul is
still screaming and crying out, just trying to die; but there is not death to
the soul. It lives on forever. The fire of Hell consumes the flesh, but it
cannot consume the soul. I am a living witness that Hell is real. Hell is
enlarging because people refuse to believe. You must make the greatest decision
you’ll ever have to make. Where are you going to spend eternity, in Heaven or
Hell? You may say,” I do not believe in Hell!” But my friend, two minutes in
Hell amidst the weeping; wailing and gnashing of teeth will change your mind,
when you realize then, as everyone in Hell realizes today, that the Bible is
the Word of God, that you are a sinner, that Christ died for you and that you
could have been saved if you had believed and accepted Him as your personal
Savior. As you weep, wail, and gnash your teeth, you will be crying aloud in
agony, “What a fool I was! TOO late! TOO late!! TOO late!!!
There are no unbelievers
in Hell; but they believed TOO LATE! Every soul in Hell would give anything in
this world to be me or you, back in this life, with one more chance to cry out,
“God forgive me!” If we come to that dark Valley of Death with unrepented sin in our life, it will be too late. You may
not have a praying mother and sister that will pray for your soul until they
die.
“I HAVE CALLED BUT YOU
REFUSED”
So many, many times
while I sat on the bar stools, God spoke Proverbs 1:24 to my heart,” I have
called but you refused. I have called but you refused. I have called but you
refused.” It was sad that at forty years of age I was still running from God,
bound by drugs and alcohol. God let me break my neck and die for four minutes,
taking me to Hell and back before I would totally surrender my life to Him.
STOP RUNNING FROM GOD
Don’t keep running from
God. Like me you may think you know Him as your Lord and Savior. But if you
keep running from doing His will, you’ll run right into a God of Wrath in that
dark Valley of Death, and He will be your Judge. There
is a side of God that is one of great wrath, and that is how you will meet Him
on the Judgment Day. You will face the truth you have feared and will know
there is a Hell, with a Lake of Fire and Brimstone. But you don’t have to take
a chance on going to Hell. He did not create your soul for Hell. He created
Heaven
for you and Hell for the devil and his angels.
You can say, “That ‘Hell’ business is for yesterday – intelligent people don’t
believe that nonsense anymore!” But, friend, you can’t keep from dying. Death
will claim you and you can’t keep from going there. But then it will be too
late. Woe, woe, woe to you if you shun God’s plan of salvation! God is a God of
wrath as well as a God of love, and woe be unto the
person upon whom His wrath falls.
WHERE WILL YOU SPEND
ETERNITY?
Where will you spend
eternity? It will be in one of two places, Heaven, or Hell with its Lake of
Fire and brimstone. Unless you repent of your sins and believe on the Lord
Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, it will be Hell. God did not create Hell
for you, my beloved, He created Heaven for the soul of man, and He created Hell
for the devil and his angels. And if we go there, it will be our fault.
Jesus made a way for you
and me by the shedding of His precious Blood. You can be free from all your
sins and make Heaven your eternal home forever.
Accept Jesus into your
life. He will heal your broken heart and set you free from drugs, alcohol,
disease and all sins. If the Lord could set me free, He can also set you free.
Beloved, I am living witness: There is a Hell. I have walked there,
I have been there screaming, hollering, weeping, wailing, gnashing teeth,
begging
God
not to command the Death Angel to leave me in Hell. Wide is the road that leadeth to Hell and
destruction, but NARROW is the path that leadeth to
everlasting life (Matt 7:13). Choose life with Him, receive
Him into your heart today. Tomorrow may be too late.
PRAY THE SINNERS PRAYER
NOW
I beg you to receive Him
now in your heart. Say this sinner’s prayer with me. You can be saved right
now. “Lord Jesus, forgive me of my sins. Wash me in your precious Blood right
now. I will live for you the rest of my life. I’ll obey the call of God and
choose your will for my life. Thank You, Jesus for loving me and for forgiving
me of all my sins. Amen.”
I love you and Jesus loves
you,
Aline Baxley
Since Sister Aline’s car accident and life-changing experience in 1974,
she has been a full-time missionary evangelist, taking her testimony to the
nations of the world.